What's to say

What's say I can't have your spirit without limit.

Does not the word declare I am in Christ is in me.

Who is to say I can't be full to overflow of God spirit.

Does not the word declare we can be grounded in love that we might have the fullness of God.

What's to say this moment all of this is in my reach.

The day you hear his voice harden not your heart.

If it's not clear enough. The riches of Christ are at my reach and all it takes is faith to have it.

Prayer.

You alone can award my heart's desire. You know how my deep calleth unto deep. While I am desirous of the double portion of anointing given to my grandfather. One thing I desire more. Your spirit without limit. Not only to exploits but to be an exploit. I thirst for you.

To see you high and lifted shining in the light of your glory.

To have a revelation of you that transcends my former thoughts, that deepens my hunger for your presence and word.

I want to be full of you. Tune my heart as I consecrate my time to you. You oh lord are my reward. You alone are my hearts desire.

I hear you beckon. Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling for it is God in you working to will and do of His good pleasure. Holy Spirit guide me to your fullness.

I love you and will follow you.

9/15/2017 - Take Rest Poppie

Its a swirl of feelings that I feel in my heart right now. My grandfather Thomas Alvin Body passed yesterday. A portion of me is in grief because I missed the opportunity to present my children to him. But part of me is dry because there was not relationship with us. Four times in my life I remember being around him.

None really significant. I never had the chance to speak with him or allow him to speak to me. Which would really be my fault. But I cannot settle there unless I become bitter. Which I wont allow the root to settle in my spirit. I refuse to be tainted by such futile emotion.

So then what is my sinara given our relationship.

The same is simple.
Thank you for giving me my mother to whom I owe my life. Thank you for being shining light to help me see my way. Thank you for showing me my potential and where I can go. Your life will not have be lived in vain. I hope to honor your name in ministry.

Upset with you that we could not be closer in my lifetime. But grateful that I got to speak to you tell you where I was going.

Lord.
Help me. I am in hard place. I see the value of attending the service but I see the challenge associated with it as well. Would you provide me with wisdom and finances to do what is right. I am trusting you to guide me like you always do. You are always faithful. You are.