My love Robyn.
The days have grown sort of cold since we knew you were on your way. Your mother is often in pain and I am often uncomfortable because I don't quite know how to care for her. To be honest I don't know how to care for you. I know I want to.
I know I want to wake up in the morning and listen to your cry. I want to wake up and coming running to your side and care for you. I know I want to hold you in my arms and kiss you on your face. I know I want to purchase a weapon that I have no real intent of using for the purpose of intimidating any man who thinks he is worthy of your love.
I know I want the best you and mommy. I know I want make your life better than I ever had and more connected that I ever was. I know I want to fall deep in love with you and date you and get to know all that God made you to be. I know I want mom and I to be by your side when you go through your darkest days. I know I want to do right by you.
My baby, my sweet, my princess near the side of my queen. I want to see you grow up and conquer all that we never could. My love I adore you already. I cant wait to get to know you
I wonder what you will look like. What it will be to look into your eyes. what it will be to be angry and try to stay angry when I know I cant!
Used to say that I wasn't ready. I am finding that as the days near to your arrival I cant wait.
Come to me soon my sweet
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