Wednesday, November 25, 2020

The Way of Suffering

 LongSuffering or Forebearance is a key fruit of the spirit. At least the one that I need the most of in this time. I am finding myself dealing with internal issues that are much bigger than sometimes I can handle.

The Lord told me last night " The road up ahead is wrought with pain. None of the pain is bad its all good." He further said this morning " I am going to give you something that is going to pin you to me, I will awaken the hunger in your heart for me. This will change your desire in all other things."

Then he goes on to show me a picture of the nail going to the hand of Christ on the cross.

The cross is the quintessential experience for believer...its is central to his daily vitality in Him. Every gift, provisions, help and revelation hinders on the cornerstone of the salvific work of Calvary. If then we be risen then we should those things which are above where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Seek those things which are above not those thing on the earth. For you are dead and your life is hid with Christ in God.

The path way up is down and the pathway in is out. The Lord Jesus transmits to us a measure of this truth when he says if any man wishes to follow after me he must first deny himself, take up his cross and follow me. It will cost me my very life and it should.

How great a gain for such a price? I trade my life for his righteousness that I walk daily in his presence until when i am no longer attached to daily my connection remains with Him. That he shares my burdens and is concerned with my concerns that he then bends himself so that i can understand him and he me. Lost in love relationship what I have no way of understanding but only to experience. That I may confront death as a foe and sickness as fiend and darkness as an obstacle. That his very light to which has animated me is not coursing through my veins.

Once without hope , without God,  lost in the world. Living by my passion beyond my design and outside of the peace of my makeup. No way one can turn this down if one has true understanding of what is being offered by the Lord in exchange for the life force. You get to choose where your eternity ends.

Prayer

I am so unworthy of your love and it astounds me how you continue to lavish me with your love. I am found wanting in EVERYWAY ....I fall short exceedingly but you wont let me go. You know my frame and you intend to hold me until my dying day and for that Lord I am grateful.

Live it out!

 As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him: Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.


I have to admit this is going to make a bit emotional because of how this hits. My father is a teacher of the bible truth and he has imparted into me many lesson to this day that keep me. And in fact on the the major message that I spoke when I was IN front of the biggest crowds I had every spoke was about believing in the power of the gospel.


24-25 Stay with what you heard from the beginning, the original message. Let it sink into your life. If what you heard from the beginning lives deeply in you, you will live deeply in both Son and Father. This is exactly what Christ promised: eternal life, real life!

26-27 I’ve written to warn you about those who are trying to deceive you. But they’re no match for what is embedded deeply within you—Christ’s anointing, no less! You don’t need any of their so-called teaching. Christ’s anointing teaches you the truth on everything you need to know about yourself and him, uncontaminated by a single lie. Live deeply in what you were taught.


This simple truth reverberates through my being now. I have come to place where I have enough information to do what's right...now all that's left to do is live it out. I am reminded of the what they do for children in a bowling alley. That put up bumpers to make sure the shot the children take strike pins.

Ironically they dont just do that because they know the kid cant properly bowl. But rather to teach him how to do so.

Wherefore the law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith. But after that faith is come, we are no longer under a schoolmaster.

The word of God is true and does not lie. The Lord himself has loosed the band on me that was used to teach me and now I have to STAND in faith. I must walk out what he has placed in me.

Its time to draw on all of the teachings that have been put in me to do all that God has called me to do.

My grandfather Scott Furr Jr. taught me and my father valuable life lessons and my father has passed on to me those same lesson and even more when it comes to the truth of God's word. The misty part is this, that as long I as I live and do what he taught me ...HE lives. The vestige of his abilities are in me and can be expressed in manner that was his... so long as I live by what I was taught.


Monday, November 23, 2020

Death and Taxes!

 Tax Income Needed

Unemployment - 1099-G

TekSystems - W2

Plain Dealer - W2

Amazon - W2

Environment Control - W2

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Living the Truth

 The sacrifice of Christ empowers me to daily live in his presence with no consciousness of sin.

My fall and failures come from both my willingness to continue to sin and or lack of knowledge as it concerns this.

While I may sin, I DONT HAVE TO. While I may fall, I DONT HAVE TO.

While I may stray, I CAN COMEBACK. While I may choose away,  IT DOES NOT CHANGE HIS PLAN AND WILL FOR ME.

Today I choose to live boldly in that truth.

Lord Jesus,  I give you this time and my heart. I bring my broken way of living to you. I draw near to your throne of grace and ask you help. To shed your provision of forgiveness on my sins that I might free worship you. Free and faithful lay down before you acceptable in your sight. 

Without blame before you in love.

Lord Jesus, I choose to live by the beat of your heart. Keep me by the power of your word. I commit to putting your word in my mouth.

Sanctify me by your truth, Your word is truth. 

.... taking this step now.

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Im Made New

Introduction

There has been an issue that presents a major threat to the success we have spiritual, emotionally and naturally. We see this issue when it comes to matter of racism and low self-esteem. This issue of self-hate plays into how we parents, work and live and the Lord wants to heal that today.

Declaration: Lord I receive your healing for place where I have accepted hate.

This is stark confession we made in the declaration, but I want to peel back the layers of this so that we can walk in freedom and in power.

Have you ever heard the scripture?

Rom12:3 For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.

I Peter 5:6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

Have you ever heard this phase?

If you get too high the Lord will bring you down. If we ever hear this again, we should recognize this as the hand of the enemy attempting to destroy the image of you that God made. Our definition of humility on earth has more to do with weakness and quietness. Whereas God’s picture of meekness has to do with understanding the power you posses and only using it to glorify God.

Most often people twist this scripture to try to accommodate their smallness in front of someone else bigness. Which is no different than saying…don’t be arrogant. I submit to you that message from that person is seeded in self-hate. If you receive it or have received, you have done so in because of self-hate.

Just because you are not harming yourself doesn’t mean you aren’t harming yourself.

If its abundantly true that we take the position of God we hold things over other people whom god forgave, then same would be sin for us to hold things against ourselves that the precious blood of Christ came to cleanse and redeem.

My intentional focus in on us and or rather that inner work has come to head to defeat this and every other issue that presents itself as an opposition to what and how God made you.

See the salient feature of how we handle ourselves in Pauls address

Now I Paul myself beseech you by the meekness and gentleness of Christ, who in presence am base among you, but being absent am bold toward you:

But I beseech you, that I may not be bold when I am present with that confidence, wherewith I think to be bold against some, which think of us as if we walked according to the flesh.

For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh:

(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;…

This expression by Paul is an expression of an inner work that present in me.

God is prospering me to defeat the enemy, In ME!

The damage done to us when we internalize negative words is so debilitating it can sometimes drown out the word of God in our hearts and minds. The words spoke to us by people are filled with emotions and can be scathing that same emotion which we receive the word has power to distort and or enhance the words impact and or intent in our lives.

20 But he that received the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it;

21 Yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended.

22 He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and he becometh unfruitful.

Note that scripture places an abundant emphasis on hearing the word as reception of the seed. Therefore the interference can only be thoughts and or other words.

            
I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

 

Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.

 


But his delight is in the law of the Lord; and in his law doth he meditate day and night.

 

Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?

 

Don’t accept a meal from a tightwad;
    don’t expect anything special.
He’ll be as stingy with you as he is with himself;
    he’ll say, “Eat! Drink!” but won’t mean a word of it.
His miserly serving will turn your stomach
    when you realize the meal’s a sham.

 Don’t bother talking sense to fools;
    they’ll only poke fun at your words. Or “ as man thinks in his heart so is he…”

 

These texts have something in common I wish to share with you by revelation. All of this has to do with what we do with the words we hear.  

We should reject ANYTHING that exalts itself against the knowledge of God…this included message about who, what and how we are. We should soundly and public deny any message that does echo the truth of Gods word, either hidden meaning and direct.

The lion share of the enemies work is indirect, this is the nature of influence that is it not explicitly said but implicit in nature.

 

 

 

Thursday, November 12, 2020

New Energy - Day 23

 Today I have burst of energy to begin to craft my opportunities that I am seeing to make life for my family and future.

Legacy Cleaning - Following in my grandfather footsteps and using something I did a child as self sufficient income.

    1. Dusting
    2. Trash Removal
    3. Vacuuming 
    4. High Touch Disinfecting.
    5. Glass Cleaning
    6. Sweep and Mop

Common Area/ Suites / Kitchen Areas / Break Rooms


Cleaning Consultation - 100$ - 2 Days/ 50$ - 2 Days

- Intro into Legacy Services

- Scope for Actual Cost based on work.

1-2- 25hr

2-3-50hr

3+-75hr 


price changes after 3/4 of hour 1.75 = 75$/2.75=150$/3.75=225$


Price Flex Contract - The quote price after the consultation is not permanent. The price is based on the time it takes to complete the task. For that reason I will clean and moderate pace and as I become more familiar with the  patterns of the building if I am able to work it to the lower price range for less time I will. So you could be quoted for 225$ per day because the quote time in the two days is 3hr 50mins. If I am able to complete it in 3hr 30 mins I will discount the service to the lower rate of 150$.


3-2-1 Day Contracts 


- 3 Day Contracts  - High Use Offices

 These are offered on Mon, Wed, Fri. I recommend this if you are environment that use often more than 70% of the day is spent in the office.


Schedule Charging - All cleaning contracts and charge by time. Price per week may vary based on work completed. The highest ideal at Legacy Cleaning is the right way the first time / A lazy mans job is done twice. We value our own time so the less time we have to spend at an account the more we can spend at home which is why we work. Our 2 day Consultation is designed to identify the moderate time in which the specified areas can be cleaned, which will start our base price. Your actual price will again be based on the time it takes to complete the task. So if 3 hours is the quote and I am able to complete in 2 and 10 mins it will look like (150 quote for that day - 75 Actual Charge) you will stay at the lower rate if I am able to beat the time I quoted -35mins.


- 2 Day Contracts -  Seldom Use

These are offered on Tues and Thursdays. This is recommend for less the 50% of time spent in office but still moderate use from time to time.


- 1 Day Contract 

I recommend this if you just need attention from time to time. Ideally this day to accomplish tasks related to cleaning that would not other wise be done through out the week. 


Higher Wash Detailing

Walk through is a process to identify any existing damage and condition of car.

Picture List
Front End, Back End, Front corner panel and driver wheel, Front corner panel and passenger wheel, Rear corner panel and wheel driver side, and rear corner and wheel passenger side, top of the car. Dashboard, floor and seats and trunk space.

Basic Detail - 50$
Exterior- Spray wash, rinse, wheel clean, water less wax and dry. Interior - Vacuum, spot cleaning , conditioning glass.

High Interior - 75$
Vacuous, Shampoo, Steam cleaning, glass. deep conditioning.

High Exterior - 50$
Spray wash, rinse, wax, polish, claybar, dry.

High Detail - 125$
The whole wash process inside and out.

The main difference is our detailing service is that we come to you.

Generations Unlimited  " Advocate. Support. Mentor"

Primary Focus of the Generation Unlimited program is to connect a youth with mentor who will Advocate for the student to the teach and parents. Provide a sense of support in the areas that effect the childs life and provide mentoring through weekly meetings.

The student participating in this program will have the opportunity to....

  • Increase grades
  • Build long lasting relationships
  • Career Experiences
  • Safe Place for Homework Help and Tutor
  • Be connected to a supporting community of learner, educators and community members who share the interest in their growth and development.
Who is right for this program?

We are looking for family we believe in the ideology of the it takes village to raise child. Whether want to admit it or not our parent dont play a sole role in our development they play a key role the rest is left up to a loving community where skills and understand the parents dont have can be passed on for future success.

We are looking to impact the life of your scholar in three primary areas, educational support, career development and social awareness. What this means is that included in the tuition is the opportunity for your student to learn things about themselves and their world that will help understand who they are in the context of our society, their community and their individuality.

Its not about perfection but about progression. The number one responsibility we shoulder as a community of believer is that we should serve other as we have been served. Its time for us to be other what many of the pillars of our life and give what we have.

Cost

   This program is not intended to be cost prohibitive but we have to ensure that our scholar get the support they need. The tuition for this program is 200 dollars a month. The first month is the cost is the background check to register as volunteer in the schooling system.

Scholarships are available. We are looking to serve as many people as we can and out desire is to operate within the confines of commitment while at the same proving the financial support necessary to do this work.  Weekly payment plans are available and all student are permitted one week free. This accommodation can be requested and or automatically kicks in after the last payment is missed. 

          The tuition is per family up to 3 children each additional child is 50 per month.

 

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Cleaning Up - Day 24

 The first and ongoing work of spiritual life is taking responsibility for ones condition. The word of the lord thusly declares Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need. That the book in Hebrews 4. I am tried and found wanting because I have rather than ran TO the throne of grace and I have ran FROM it. This indicative of lack of understanding and truth as it regard my faith in Christ and his work at the cross. The day before I dealt with this idea of penance vs repentance. Now I am struggling with this notion of grace that allows me the space to sin and take off. My definition of love or rather how God loves me does not call that grace it calls that mercy. But alas it is grace,  the precious spirit of the Lord calls out to me when I sin , fail or run to come back to him and accept this free gift he gave of salvation and repentance. I know it is Him working in me to will and to do of his good pleasure I have seen enough my ways played to know when I have painted the same path way of escape and failure.

The Lord spoke through my brother and through this meditation this morning (https://encounteringpeace.libsyn.com/pathtothekingdom) and constantly encouraging me to continue to move forward in Him. I love the fact that sometimes the Lord word can be read in different translation saying the same thing and I hear something different.

But before I get into that I did a study of the VOTD.

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

This is what I came out with. The love of world has to do with pursuit of and John identifies if the love the world is in the man by three factors, eyes, flesh and pride. These are all external and high value is place of these things Matt 6:33 draws a stark contrast that though some of these things are in common they are but for a means to an end. My desires for how I look, what I want to eat and even where I live are consider light work and the father has these things in mind...' he know my need for these things'. The call for the believer is seek after God and his way not after the things. It is a world system to seek after the things, not need them but seek them as if God himself sent you to this earth without any desire to provide for you.

Both scripture call for immediate repentance because we can fall into the pit and just slap his name on it. The heart I believe is found  in the word love....John hint at in his retort ( Love of the Father) and Matthew  ( The Father Knows) he even goes to record Jesus words saying 'if we being evil know how to give our children good gifts....'.  Which bring me to my point now.

But first and most importantly seek (aim at, strive after) His kingdom and His righteousness [His way of doing and being right—the attitude and character of God], and all these things will be given to you also.

The breakout point that stood out to me which gave me cause of pause.

-  SEEK. AIM. STRIVE

- His Way of doing and being right, Attitude and Character of God

What is powerful about this to me is that this amplified version seem to point at how active the believer must be in his walk with God.

Get S.A.S.sy with it!

The part that knocked me was the latter portion his way of doing and being right in attitude and character. I watched a long time ago a documentary about what living out our call to the kingdom looks like in real time. The person said something that I didn't agree with but I do now. He says " Everything you do has got be sold out to this purpose. You cannot choose a career that does not allow you to build God's kingdom."  My father was pastor of a church at the time and he was working a job that didn't have anything to do with the kingdom. I figured peoples ministry happens on their free time. He kept going an explained that the amount of free time being spent doing ministry averages less than an hour in a week or so. The more dedicated people is 3 -4. He said again something I didn't agree ' the lack in the kingdom comes from people not selling out to God work.' How do you suppose people pay their bills.

Until now.

I missed his overarching point in my disagreeing. He was not advocating that we quit our 9-5s to go do ministry in the street with no way to pay our bills. Rather what he was saying is that the opportunities for ministry are within the sphere of influence you already have. He was saying that we should be looking for the person God placed us in the space to impact for his will and his glory to fulfill the great commission. See the work and recreation and the field and harvest that God has positioned you to get.


He said 

I am going to restore you. I am going to bring you to full strength.

The businesses that I have crafted from mine own experiences exist soles to serve the community and become the bedrock of opportunity for House of Hope to come forth in the community. The businesses have the potential to make no only enough money for me and my family do well without having to work for anyone else but they have enough potential grow and expand to employ community members and become the space of growth.


Prayer

Many of the things I have seen dreamt many years ago you are bring full circle. The next steps ahead are huge and intimidating but that's how I know its you.  You gave me a heart of  people and desire to serve my community and it has been my folly and ambition to keep separating the two and no such place has to be so because of you. So then I ask you to lead me in the path allows me space to do business your way to give my children a hope and future and operate in the earth like you. I can finally see how you are weaving these things together. I am asking that you forgive me of my sin of lust and pornography and I am commit to doing your will regardless of my own feelings and I accept the free gift of your grace and repentance. Only that you take my heart and seal it for your courts that I might be blameless before you now and in the future. 

Monday, November 9, 2020

Awaken - Day 22

 Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. Isaiah 1:18


I have been using this phrase ' Out of the abundance of.."I usually engaged this phrase to denote the action I am about to take from a place of security and understanding. This scripture gives me the undergirding of abundance.

The very nature of life abundant comes from the simple fact that our circumstance is no more destitute, broken,  confused and stricken with destruction than any other person. It is however God's unfailing grace and extravagant gift of His son that allow us to come to a table of peace, hope and grace. I am propelled by God's intense desire for relationship with me. 

I am no more present before God but for His reasons. I therefore have only my life as sacrifice and tithe this my time so that I might see what it is he has for me. I choose to turn away from mine own desires in turn to His. I choose to lie passively in his Hands and KNOW NOTHING but his Will.

The understanding of Isaiah can only be understood for the light of new testament shed new light on what God was really saying.... I AM going to remove that which separates us FOREVER. 

Prayer.

There is nothing that stands between you and I. My sin is not strong enough...for once I shed the light on it you are faithful to forgive, heal and cleanse. You are just to ensure that happens as I lay me down before you. Help me see how close you are....I need to know how close we are. I have become blinded by my own passions and I have lost touch with the heart of your desire. What it means to worship...not to earn your presence but to embrace your presence. Not to atone for mine own sin but to accept that atonement by repentance. Nothing to add to your cross...being all sufficient for me.  Jesus you are enough for me. More than enough. If I have you I have all I need. I plead for a deeper awakening to the truth of our relationship all for what it is.