A long time ago I was leaving a movie theater after seeing Spiderman. I heard singer by the name of Smokie Norful sing a song I Need You Now. When I heard it my heart stilled and I thought to myself I need this moment...I need this to prevail with me. In those days there was no repeat and cds were expensive and werent everywhere.
Here recently I saw video with Smokie and it reminded me of the song.
Reaction:
Taking shape, forming, hands of casting near me.The quiet calm dark process that is harder to see.
Space left wanting....Space left willing...Space left waiting...
Heart open and vulnerable...trying to hide the feelings and controlling the emotions.
Eyes held up and hand quivering shaking buried in my pockets'
Tears streaming....I dont know why but I have always connect with lament and supplication.
I feel most connected to God when I am solemn and somber....Its like I crave brokenness.
Fear that there is fear.. of what it means to be WHOLE. I am not sure...But I do know that there is much to be done in me.
That there is much that needs to change in me so that I am aligned and connected and whole.
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